My two most recent “tangible truths from a radical Jesus” posts have been about 2 different storms that the disciples were in, and Jesus demonstrating miraculous power in each situation. In the first story, the disciples were more terrified after Jesus calmed the storm than during the storm itself. In the second one, when He walked to them on the water, after all was settled, the Biblical account tells us that they worshipped Him. So what happened in the meantime to change their response to Him.
The answer is a lot of things. The disciples had spent time traveling the region. In the accounts from Luke 9 and Mark 6. The disciples are returning from their time, ready to report to Jesus all that they had seen and experienced. It promises to be a sweet time for them.
But the people knew about Jesus and His disciples. The people flocked to Him. He has compassion on them and begins teaching. The teaching continues late into the afternoon. Some of the disciples, who know the area pretty well, approach Jesus and suggest that He wrap things up so they can go to the farms and villages to get some food.
Then Jesus again catches them off guard with a seemingly crazy statement: You feed them! (Mark 6.37). The disciples scoff at this suggestion – It will cost too much (John 6.7) Phillip answered.
What do you have? Jesus asked. Andrew shares that there is a boy that brought a small lunch with him – 5 small loaves of bread and 2 small fish. They don’t think that won’t go very far (vs 9).
Jesus gives them instructions to have everyone group up and sit down. He thanks God for the food and begins to pass it out. And ALL ARE SATISFIED! (vs 11).
After all have eaten their fill, the leftovers are collected and there are 12 baskets full. He sends them ahead in their boats and goes to spend some time in prayer. It is here that the storm arises and He walks to them on the water.
This is a familiar story – the only miracle of Jesus other than His resurrection that appears in all 4 gospel accounts. And it is a story that I know well from my childhood in church. But when I read the story as an adult, there were a couple of things that really caught my attention. These are the points that I want to share with you now.
1- How quickly we turn from faith to doubt – The disciples has just had this incredible time of going around the region healing sick people, casting out demons and sharing the Kingdom of God with others. (Mark 6. 7-13). They had experienced His work through them. They were ready to report their stories to Him when the crowd came and changed the course of the afternoon. And yet there, surrounded by people that needed food, they no longer leaned on the authority God had given them, they stopped looking for miraculous and started looking at practical. How quickly we do the same. We have a great experience where God shows himself in seemingly impossible ways and a moment later, we are reminding God of all the things that cannot be done or that His plan doesn’t seem practical. Oh how I long for a faith that sees the possibility instead of the impossibility. God help me see Your way first!
2- Jesus’ math lesson – I love Jesus’ math lesson in this story. 12 baskets of leftovers and 12 disciples collecting those leftovers. Each one is given a chance to process their doubt and God’s miraculous provision. He again proves Himself to them – complete authority and miraculous abilities. As they kneel to pick up each leftover scrap, I imagine them contemplating Jesus’ power to meet the needs of the masses. With their experiences traveling the region, this miraculous meal for the crowds and the impending storm where He walks to them on water, they are starting to put the puzzle pieces together. It makes sense, in the moment where Jesus again deals with the storm and with the disciples, that they turn to worship. I pray that in my own shoddy, short-sighted concept of who Jesus is, that I will also turn to worship Him even when I don’t understand how He is working.
3- Learning from the boy – John 6 shares that it was a young boy who brought the lunch that was shared among the 5,000 men (not counting women and children). I really appreciate this lesson too. The lunch he brought did not look like very much. The disciples doubted that it would be useful. But Jesus turns it into something miraculous. What can we learn from the boy? We can strive to be like him. We can say “Here is what I have – it may not look like much but it is yours! Take it and use it however you wish”. Jesus wants us to echo those thoughts with our own life and all the things that He has given us. All of our resources, our talents and gifts. He desires to use each of them in miraculous ways, for His purposes if we will allow Him to. Like this boy, let’s hold nothing back and offer God all that we have. He CAN use us in miraculous ways!